ANASTASIA POV-
Alex- lock your door dorogoy (sweetheart)
Alexandro wait! As soon as those words were out from my mouth. He didn't flinched, he didn't moved. I was staring at his back . For a second I thought I shouldn't have invited him only. And then I saw those brown eyes gazing at me . I could see passion, emotions, even fear in those eyes.
What did you just called me? He asked.
I .....I .....am sorry Alex ...I.... just wanted to....you know.
I asked what did you called me dorogoy ? He asked.
I could feel the anger , the patience in his eyes to hear his name once again.
Alexandro I.....as soon as those words came out of my mouth. He grabbed my hand with his one hand and and grabbed my chin with his other hand and brushed his lips with mine . He kissed me . And I kissed him back . We kissed (Our first kiss) my first kiss. A little moan cake out of my mouth. As soon as the kiss ended we parted our lips .
Alex- fuck! am sorry ana I couldn't control myself. My name from your mouth was heaven for me .
Why was he sorry? Was the kiss not good. I asked myself. I couldn't control myself and I asked him .
I know am out of your league. I didn't mean to do it too . Am sorry too. He raised his one eyebrow then grabbed my chin.
Alex- Dorogoy, you are more than you ever think. Don't ever dare to feel this little of yourself in front of me. It's just it's so soon. I don't want to end up others. I want you forever.
As soon as I heard those words i felt a pain in my stomach. Shiver ran through my spine. And I was looking at him without blinking.
Alex- from now on you are mine , not for just today but forever. Goodnight Dorogoy. Lock your door. We'll meet soon . Take care.
He left , and I locked my door . My heart was beating so freaking fast . I couldn't breathe. It been 8 months I haven't felt this way. And they i realised I was having a panic attack. Fuck my life . Not again. It was so suffocating . I sat in my couch 🛋️. I couldn't breathe. I could feel the pain all over my body. Tears were falling like waterfall from my eyes. I couldn't control myself at the moment I stood up somehow went straight to my kitchen counter and grab my cigarette packet and my lighter. I smoked out one puff from my cigarette 🚬 with while my hand was shaking. And then I burnt my inner thighs. At that point I liked the pain . Luca ran towards me , barking at me and started to jump . And somehow the ciggerate fell on the floor. I somehow managed to through the bud in the dustbin and went straight to my washroom.
I took a long shower and I came out of my shower and wear a oversized tshirt and a pair of my panty. I took my medicines and slept with Luca beside me ....
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